Motherhood Archives - Mind of Malaka

When Your Darkest Wish Is Granted

Posted on April 17, 2024
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Only the most courageous, foolish or demented of people will admit what I am about to tell you now. I have wished an ex-lover dead. This is the sort of thing that one does not proclaim in public or genteel company, but amongst true friends…

The Woeful and Hopeful Lament of a Newly Minted University Mom

Posted on August 21, 2023
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By the time I hit 'publish' on this post, Nadjah will be seated in her first class and most likely will be on her way across campus (or perhaps next door?) for her next lecture. I don't know. There are so many unknowns. All I…

Scuba With My Son, And Other Ways We Are Finding Our Way Back to Love

Posted on March 30, 2023
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"Your son should NEVER ask me to do anything for him EVER again! I'm not taking him to karate, I'm not helping him with school work, I'm not even going to buy deodorant for his funky ass! From now on, YOU raise him!" My eyes…

Busy Parents, Rejoice! Here Are Some Cost-Efficient Ways to Stay Organized

Posted on March 13, 2023
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Written by Elena Stewart Being a parent is one of the most rewarding experiences in life. But it can also be overwhelming and chaotic. There are so many joys to be found in raising a family, but there can also be moments of chaos and…

What I Hope to Teach My Daughters About Desire

Posted on February 14, 2023
by Malaka
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A journalist sent me a message last week, expressing interest in my work on Adventures From the Bedrooms of African Women. When it comes to this project, I have been the force behind the scenes, rather than the face out front for many myriad reasons.…

18 Years a Mother

Posted on December 16, 2022
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I thought we were going to die. But before we did, I figured I'd get some orange juice to quench my thirst and hopefully quell the raging headache pulsing through the vein in the left side of my face. Orange juice has no cranial healing…

Separation Anxiety: Coming to Terms With Being Out of View From My Children

Posted on August 24, 2022
by Malaka
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When you are preparing to bring a child into this world for the first time, there is no shortage of advice doled out to new parents. "Don't hold the baby too much, or she'll get spoiled!""Baby won't sleep? Let her cry it out through the…

“New African Mum” Parenting is Taking Your Daughters to a Burlesque Show

Posted on July 29, 2022
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Aya, my sweet and surly second born, turned 16 this month. It's difficult to believe considering that I just enrolled her in pre-school a few days ago. Nevertheless that's what the calendar says: My baby is officially in the first phases of young adulthood. Her…

A Father’s Day Lament: When You Need Protection from Your “Protector”

Posted on June 22, 2022
by Malaka
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A man places his phone on selfie mode and begins to record. The lens is angled from the floor up, so that we are able to see his feet advancing towards a child cowering in the corner. Both come into view. The man is hunched…

My Tween Son Doesn’t Like to Bathe, So I Used the Seuss Method to Explain the Importance of Personal Hygiene

Posted on March 15, 2022
by Malaka
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My Boy turns 13 this Spring and just as he did during the toddler phase, he is hitting every single benchmark and milestone by the book. He's moody, ill-tempered, keeps a filthy bedroom and only takes instructions from his father. I have been content to…